Did I make the right Choice?

I've come to realize that time may heal wounds but there will always be certain memories that will remain. Scars, invisible to the eye yet existing deep inside not to mention the aching pain.

I didn't think that my heart could still be so vulnerable after been given so much time to heal. I wish there was a way to get stronger deep inside and that I could ignore all that I feel.

I never thought that my body & soul could possibly react this way only by hearing His voice. Not after all these years, not now when I've finally been able to accept him as nothing but a dear friend and when I finally managed to convince myself that letting Him go was the right choice...