Wednesday 30 March 2011

Sleepless Night.

Troubled thoughts have occupied my mind all day after the long and sleepless night yesterday. All the things you said have been running through my head and I wish none of us had to feel this way.

All I want you to know is that I care about you and I don't wish to see you getting hurt. Somehow honesty always tend to last the longest, I want to say that to me this is something else than an ordinary flirt.

I remember how I for one single moment couldn't stop shaking last night and it felt as if my heart was crashing deep inside my chest. Even with your arms wrapped around me I knew I'd failed the test.

All I want you to know is that I'm here for you through no matter ache or pain, I will listen when no one else will do so and this I promise you I will always try to be supportive by being a true friend. The one thing I ask of you is to take a little time to think things over, please don't let this be the end.

Vacation Plans.

Picture: Collage made by me (pictures found here & here)

For two weeks ago my colleagues and I were assigned to write down which weeks we wish to be free this summer in order to start planning and organizing summer schedules etc. So far I have no particular plans in mind and therefore I believe that I will end up working all summer except for the first week in June.

Considering many of my friends will be working I don't think we'll be able to go away for a longer period of time but perhaps a weekend or so. Somehow I've been re-thinking now and maybe it would be better to work the entire summer and then save some money to go for a longer vacation later this autumn/winter?

I've never been to the eastern parts of the world and I'd love to explore the culture and the diversity of countries/cities around China, Japan, Thailand, Vietnam etc. I'm just brain storming now to see what alternatives could be suitable for a two or perhaps three weeks trip.

Monday 28 March 2011

Marvellous Monday.

Despite the few hours of sleep that I was able to "squeeze" in last night I've had a great day, that is if you don't count the difficult maths class that I was forced to sit through during the morning. Anyway like I said it was still a marvellous morning, mainly because I received a text that made my day :)

Luckily I managed to hit the gym yesterday after work so I let myself have a day off from exercise. I've put up a goal for myself to have one day off between every work out session since I believe the body needs to rest and I also don't want to hurt myself by working out too hard. Hopefully we'll see some good results by the beginning of summer, believe me I'm working on it ;)

Sunday 27 March 2011

Love at first Sight.

Picture: We heart it

I've always loved animals, dogs in particular. The other night I dreamt that a similar face jumped up my bed and woke me up in the early morning. Unfortunately my family and I haven't had a dog for many years now and there are times when I really miss it.

My hope is to have my own dog some day in the future, I'd love the fact having kids and letting them grow up with the dog, as a family member. After all, there's a famous saying that the dog is the man's best friend

Sleepy Sunday.

Mood: Sleepy.. Still I slept for about eight hours (!) which is a lot for me
Done: Enjoyed a long breakfast, get ready for work but first a quick shower
Plans:
Work & study later in afternoon. Maybe I'll also go by the gym after work
Looking at:
My laptop's screen
Listening to: Nothing yet, just listening to the wind blowing outside = cold?
Reading: Nothing at the moment, however I'll be studying later tonight
Drinking: A hot cup of tea
Eating: I just finished breakfast, I'll be having salmon for lunch today, delicious!
Best: I am proud to say that I participated at the annual Earth Hour last night :)
Worst: The very busy week that is coming up tomorrow.. Let it be over quickly!
Weather: It seems as if the sun is on it's way out still, it's seems cold & windy..

Saturday 26 March 2011

Pearl Harbour Soundtrack.



This song "Tennesse" composed/written by the famous musician Hans Zimmer have been one of my absolute favourite tunes for a very long time. I also like the movie "Pearl Harbour" where I believe "Tennesse" is used as the main theme?

Anyway it's been such a very long day and I'm completely exhausted in body & soul which is why I shall turn in early tonight. Sweet dreams to you all.

Friday 25 March 2011

Emotional Rollercoaster.

It's been five days since I received your text that completely turned my world upside down. My eyes stared at the words and despite I read it a numerous of times I still felt stupid like a clown. Was I the only one who had not seen the sign? I wondered what I had done wrong this time?

Suddenly it hit me and tears came streaming down my face. Too many thoughts and questions kept on rushing through my head and all I kept thinking of was your warm and safe embrace. It made me realize how much you truly mean to me and I wish there was a way for you to see. From being a complete stranger you have now turned into a good friend to me.

Someone I never used to hang out with, a special someone I now like waking up next to and scariest above all I have realized that you have turned into someone who now has the power to break my heart. For this is my confession, I've liked you a lot from the very start.


When I think of you I do it with every heartbeat.

Thursday 24 March 2011

I see Red.

Picture: Collage made by me, to see the pictures borrowed click on the links below (Click to enlarge!)

Balmain made this cool red biker leather jacket for their Spring collection for 2011 and it seems as if the material has made a huge comeback since many of the greatest fashion houses have also done the same and created bags, pants, jackets and other items.

My two favourite leather jackets are a dark chocolate piece and a cognac coloured jacket. However this season I have this enormous craving for red leather and when I saw these cool celebrities Nicole Richie (top right corner) and Sofi Fahrman (bottom right corner) I realized how hot this red piece is!

I found three very similar jackets that can be purchased online, as seen in the collage above. The first jacket in the middle (second from the left) is from Joseph and it really does like a masterpiece!

Second we have the red beauty from Swedish Acne (the same jacket as Sofi is wearing) which by the way is on sale so I might put my hands on this one.. Last but least I also like Zara's budget alternative which also seems to made out of a smooth leather. They all seem to be fantastic pieces!

If I found the perfect red leather jacket I'd wear it like Sofi Fahrman, with jeans and comfortable converse daily while during evening/night I'd wear it with the LBD and sexy heels like Nicole Richie. Did I mention major cravings? ;)

Busy Week.

I noticed that I haven't written nor posted anything since last Friday (!) oh my, how time does fly! Crazy but to be honest I've been very busy the entire week with new classes that begun this Monday + work. Anyway tomorrow's Friday and pay day also so I'm guessing a lot of people will spend the weekend shopping ;)

I have a huge pile of assignments and homework to finish so I better get started with it. Before I dig in to it I'll post a collage I've made with the coolest leather piece for this season! So stay tuned :)

Friday 18 March 2011

Chris Medina - What Are Words.



A beautiful song that left me with tears after hearing about the American Idol singer Chris Medina's story about him and his fiancé Juliana Ramos and how she suffered a severe brain damage from a car accident - two months before their wedding. This is his first single, I hope there will be more because I love it!

Fabulous Friday.

My work colleague C and I had a fun evening yesterday at Friday's where both of us ate so much good food that it felt as if we were literally going to roll all the way home.. It was definitely worth it though ;) By the time I can home I felt completely exhausted and went to bed almost directly.

Anyway, I'm glad it's Friday! Do you have any fun plans for the weekend? I'll be working most of it but tomorrow evening I'm meeting up with E & L for dinner at L's place and on Sunday R & I will be heading to the movies to see the famous and very much talked about "Black Swan" featuring Natalie Portman. Check out the trailer here!

It feels like it's going to be a very busy weekend but I'm sure I'll enjoy every minute of it - thanks to the wonderful people I'm surrounded by ♥ I feel blessed to have the best family members, friends & colleagues. You make my day!

Bandeau Bikini.

Picture: H&M

It's silly really but I just can't help myself to dream a little bit of the upcoming summer season. To be able to wear my converse, flats, heels, dresses and of course hot bikinis at the beach ;) I found this cool piece from H&M and just had to order it through their online shop. Love the colour and the ivory jewellery pendant (which I'm sure is made out of plastic..!)

I'm also looking for the perfect beach hat but haven't seen anyone in the stores yet. Zara has received several cute alternatives such as this colourful hat and this classic black/white straw hat. Still, I'm thinking about something similar to this "panama" inspired hat..

Thursday 17 March 2011

Terrific Thursday.

Mood: Slept eight long hours last night and woke up with lots of energy!
Done: No work out today, I prioritized my sleep ;) Studied & done laundry
Plans:
Study, organize my laundry & meet up with C in town later today
Looking at: My laptop's screen
Listening to: James Blunt - Stay the night
Reading: A text message that C sent to my phone about our meeting spot later
Drinking: Tea this morning and now a glass of cold water
Eating: Lunch up soon; left overs from yesterday + chicken for dinner
Best: I'm meeting up with the girls this weekend ♥ Dinner, wine & gossip ;)
Worst: Tomorrow's snow storm, let it be gone by the end of the weekend!
Weather: Cold, grey & very windy.. Where did the warm spring sun go?!

Black Bag.

Picture: Collage made by me, pictures borrowed from the sites below

I've been searching for the "perfect black bag" for quite a while now where I still haven't found "the one" yet. The bags shown in the collage are good candidates though since I'm looking for a black classic leather bag with golden details. They all seem to be a good size and I'd prefer to buy a little more expensive bag since they tend to last a lot longer due to the material and handmade details.

From the top left corner we have the "Mina Bag" by Orelia from Topshop, second to the right the "Classic Q Hillier Hobo" from Marc by Marc Jacobs, the third bag in the lower left corner is a personal favourite, the "Matekassé leather bag" from Miu Miu, the smaller picture in the middle is also a true classic, a vintage "2.55 Chanel leather bag" and last but not least the "Greta Large leather bag" from Mulberry.

Wednesday 16 March 2011

Random wishes on my everyday list.

Another list of things I want to do

1. See a shooting star
2. Play in the rain
3. Hear a good joke
4. Bake cookies
5. Take a long hot bath
6. Get a hair-cut
7. Have a dance party
8. Read a book
9. Go for a long morning walk
10. Fall in love with you

New Adventures Awaits.

Picture: ohsovictoria

I'm hoping that 2011 will be a fun year with many new adventures to be explored both here at home but also abroad. Somehow I feel this urge to exchange environment, to visit new places & meet new faces. There are too many amazing cities/countries I would love to visit and explore but one needs to be realistic.. Here's a short list of some of my favourite destinations I'd like to visit.

[ ] London (spring) [ ] Barcelona (summer) [ ] New York (autumn)
[ ] Ireland/Scotland (autumn) [ ] Miami/Mexico (winter)

Monday 14 March 2011

That's when I kissed You.

After spending so many nights at your place it feels as if I have forgotten how it's like to sleep alone and in my, what now seems to be an empty bed. For all I shall think of tonight is how safe you made me feel as I fell asleep in your arms and the way you let me caress your body & head.

I must admit that there have been nights where I haven't slept at all. Somehow it seems as if I have refused my mind to sleep only because of the fear of waking up the next morning and realizing that it's been just a dream, truly that would make me feel so small.

There's something about you that makes me want to stay close. In your presence struggling butterflies are set free deep inside and sometimes it even tickles down my toes. After spending so many nights at your place I will therefore dream tonight of waking up to the most beautiful sight. Seeing you sleeping peacefully next to me while the early sunbeams strikes your face in the morning light. That's when I kissed You.

Berry Breakfast.

Picture: Private - taken with my iPhone

Morning Monday! I hope you all slept well :) Despite the dull weather outdoors I'm all smiles today, perhaps it's because of today's delicious breakfast - a bowl of cornflakes topped by big blueberries & fresh strawberries. I'm lovin' it!

Anyway it's a new week and I'm looking forward to the upcoming activities starting today. Babysit, exercise, hang out with friends, study & work well I guess that is pretty much how my week is going to be. I have to make a few calls now before I'll be off to the gym. Have a great day!

Saturday 12 March 2011

Sunny Saturday.

I was happy to have a day off from work today since I worked the entire day yesterday. This morning my dad and I hit the gym and we were exhausted by the time we got back home, I guess that means it's been a good work out? :P

Anyway I'm heading in to town now and will be leaving home any minute so I just thought I'd wish you all a great Saturday evening! Talk to you guys later!

Wednesday 9 March 2011

Tuesday 8 March 2011

Sweet Dreams.

It's been a long day and I'm so looking forward to get some sleep. I just checked my calender and simply couldn't believe it's Wednesday tomorrow, I mean it's already midweek?! I don't know how, but time really does fly..

Crazy, besides I have a huge pile of things that need to be done before Thursday since I'll be working the entire Friday. Oh well, not to worry I'll sort it out somehow :) Time for bed! Sweet dreams.

It's Our Day.

Picture: We heart it

To all of you who female readers I just wanted to say that it's Our day! The International Women's Day of 2011. So I say celebrate it by posting one of my favourite paintings, the "Meditative Rose" by Salvador Dalí. Enjoy this great day & remember, you are beautiful no matter what other people say

Terrific Tuesday.

Mood: Slept like a princess and woke up with nothing but smiles today
Done: No work out since I'm injured, breakfast, studied & just finished lunch
Plans: Studied, soon I'll be off babysitting and probably study more later
Looking at: The sunshine that is coming in through my bedroom window
Listening to: Mayer Hawthorne - Your Easy Lovin' Ain't Pleasin' Nothin'
Reading: Notes for my essay that I'm about to finish today
Drinking: Cold water
Eating: Lunch: avocado with a delicious toast skagen - big favourite of mine!
Best: I'm free this Saturday and only work for a few hours on Sunday
Worst: Yesterday's fall while I was cross-country skiing, my right hand is pretty messed up :( Hopefully it will get better during the week
Weather: Very windy but at least the sun is out!

Today's Tip.

Picture: Collage made by me, pictures from Net-a-porter & Zara

I know many women out there would love to have their own pair of Christian Louboutin shoes, the nr 1 shoe maker who is loved by the celebrity clan in Hollywood. I believe a wise person once said "Diamonds are a girl's best friend" and why not wear a pair of glittering shoes for the big coming spring/summer parties such as these beautiful pieces above?

Anyway today's tip is therefore these two pairs of shoes which I believe to be very much alike, almost identical if you ask me. The classic Louboutin shoe can be found here whereas the second shoe seen in the lower part of the collage is designed by Zara and can be purchased through their webshop.

Sunday 6 March 2011

The perfect Weekend.

Even though I hardly slept anything last night I woke up with a big smile this morning. My eyes were struck by the struggling sunbeams behind the window blinds and for one brief moment I thought it was snowing.

Last night was such a perfect evening, I'm glad I spent it with you. Waking up to see you all tangled up in the sheets next to me was the best view. As I lay down I felt how your warm arms were wrapped up around me and somehow I was able to fall asleep again. One hour went by as my mind tried to come up with a solution that would save this feeling and let it remain.

Even though I hardly slept anything last night I still bounced off to work with a big smile on my face. Last night was perfect in so many ways where best part was waking up in your warm and safe embrace.

Friday 4 March 2011

Perfection.

Picture: Jak&Jil

I still have a thing for red leather pants. This outfit truly breathes perfection. The simple white tee, classic black jacket and I love the zipper details by the end of the legs of the pants not to mention the feminine shoes. Absolutely gorgeous!

Thursday 3 March 2011

Tonight's Quote.

"It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around to see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile and kiss their face gently before turning back around and somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face. Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know."

Skiing in the Sun.

Picture: Collage made by me (picture to the left Ingo's Joggblog & picture to the right my own)

I had the best afternoon with my father and younger brother earlier today. The three of us decided to head out to the local golf club to try our new cross-country skies.

It was an intensive work out I must say but we had lots of fun though. The sun kept shining on us all day and I believe one could see a few new freckles on my nose tip! This type of work out is something I will definitely be doing again very soon!

My body is completely exhausted since I also went babysitting in the afternoon and the two little boys had me run after them as we played :) A good night's sleep would do me well. I hope you've had a terrific Thursday too!

Wednesday 2 March 2011

Good Advice.

Health

1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grows on trees and plants and less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy.
5. Play more games
6. Read more books than you did in 2010.
7. Sit in silence for at least 1o min everyday.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality

10. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is about.
11. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your energy in the positive present moment.
12. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
13. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
15. Dream more while you are awake.
16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
17. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/hers mistakes from the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
19. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
22. Smile and laugh more.
23. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society

24. Call your family often.
25. Each day give something good to others.
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life

31. Do the right thing!
32. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. The best is yet to come.
36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be Happy.

Bedroom Mood board.

Picture: Collage made by me

For months I have been planning to redecorate my bedroom and I'm looking forward to the upcoming transformation that will take place during this spring/summer. It's not that big of a room which is why I have to think practical and my main goal is to make it feel "bigger" by using bright colours such as white, crème and a few golden details. A wall of white frames containing black and white coloured photographs would also make the room a little bit more personal as would a big bouquet of roses.

I have decided to order the desk from Swedish Vasahem and the beautiful armchair from Ilva since I believe that they would look very good together. My wardrobe also needs a "lift" and I still don't know whether if one should paint it with a covering white colour or to create a similar finish such as seen on Engla's chest of drawers? I must also make new order among my clothes and I'm aiming to have hangers such as this adorable pearl hanger from Lisbeth Dahl and white padded satin hangers. I just wanted to get started now! :)

Tuesday 1 March 2011

Today's Quote.


"Everyday people shape and influence your life. Find the right people and you'll be a better person for it." The Rules of a Gentleman

First Dance.


I'd never given it much thought, how it would feel to dance with you for the very first time. Would I be able to keep up with the pace of my nervous heart or would my knees let me down and give in? All I will hope for is a good sign.

I'm afraid that my blooming cheeks will give me away when you tighten your grip around my hand and waist. The struggling butterflies will then be released within my veins and so my impatient soul will make haste.

For some people it may sound as pure agony, almost like removing a thorn that got stuck from a rose, still I assure you that this can and will be seen as one of the happiest moments in my life. A indescribable feeling of joy that I simply never will hide.

This is my heart's confession, I have given it much thought and how it would feel to dance with you for the very first time. To be held in your warm and safe embrace would spread not only a big smile upon my face but also a grateful feeling for knowing that you shall always be mine and I forever thine.

A little Aquarius Astrology.

Fun reading for those of you who are like myself born in this sign or perhaps if you're dating someone that is also an Aquarius! Enjoy :)

"Aquarius Keywords: individualistic, assertive, independent, humanitarian, inventive, original, eccentric, opinionated, intellectual, idealistic, cool, friendly, detached

Aquarius Deep Inside:
Aquarius are in search of wisdom, they are very observant and they can gather their information objectively because emotions do not get in the way, they seem to be above emotions altogether and when they speak, they speak the truth. Sometimes it may be shocking or painful because of their disregard for the feelings of others, but they intend no harm, they call it like they see it and do not emotions cloud their judgment, they are very detached from emotion. It is not that Aquarius are unemotional, they just to not trust their emotions so they incorporate them into their ideas of who they are.

As a result, if someone does not agree with their ideas, Aquarius sometimes takes it personally, not as much as other zodiac signs however as Aquarius is intellect driven and not emotionally driven. Sometimes they wonder if there is something in life that they are missing because they do not feel like other people feel. This does not necessarily prevent them from being involved in intimate relationships, they are capable of this but the person on the other end will always notice an air of detachment from Aquarius. Aquarius wonders ‘why?’ so much that they can question their existence.

They wonder if what they are doing is useful, they want other people to notice them and appreciate them, this is caused by underlying insecurities that wonder if other people accept them for who they are but these are never brought to the surface because to an Aquarius, it does not matter that much because they know that they are special.

What it’s Like to Date a Aquarius Woman:
The Aquarius woman is the ultimate independent woman. She is funny, smart, adventurous, never clingy or jealous, never demanding and not overly emotional. She is unpredictable and craves excitement. Anything goes with this woman and any man that she chooses will have an amazing relationship. Court her and woo her, she expects this ladylike treatment, she is old fashioned in that sense but be known that her mind is already made up and if she is not interested, she will never be interested.

The relationship will progress slowly because she does not get emotionally involved very easily and she is not one for showy displays of romantic affection. The man who is trying to win her heart has to treat her with respect and treat her as an equal. Communication is key, this is how a relationship with an Aquarius woman evolves. Once she trusts you and you two grow closer, she is an amazing loyal and kindhearted person. She will always seem to be detached, she fears losing her identity in a relationship so do not be surprised if even in a long term relationship she seems more like a fiend then a romantic partner.

Do not press her emotionally or tie her down with demands and obligations because this will cause her to run. If you give her all she needs, she will be completely faithful so you should not worry when she is out on her own, give her space and respect her privacy and all will be well. Aquarius woman is for the man who loves a challenge and adventure.

How to Attract Aquarius:
Communication is key. You must be able to stimulate their minds, engage in a friendly, witty verbal battle but do not expect to come to any conclusions, this is not the point. They crave the brain exercise. If you unable to keep up with the intellect and the unconventional ways that Aquarius is known for, you might want to look elsewhere. Aquarius needs communication compatibility more then anything else. They do not like naggers or complainers so keep the talk positive and all should be well."

Source: Pretty Fleets

Pretty Perfumes.

Picture: Collage made by me

I've made a small collage of some of my personal favourites when it comes to perfumes. Some of them are very new and therefore I haven't acquainted myself with the fragrances.

Chanel's Coco Mademoiselle is a long time favourite although I do not my own bottle yet. Jessica Simpson's perfume debute called Fancy is also one of my favourites for which I received on my 22nd birthday. Chloé's Love is new as well and I have been curious about it for a while and the same thing goes for Jennifer Aniston's Lolavie which I personally think breathes elegance.

Narciso Rodriguez - For Her
Chanel - Coco Mademoiselle
Chloé - Love
Jennifer Aniston - Lolavie
Jessica Simpson - Fancy