Next stop: The gym.

Picture: Collage made by me

The start of this new year of 2010 has sofar been a blast. I feel motivated at home/work/school and I have had time to enjoy different kinds of activities with my family & friends.

Anyway, one of my New Year's Resolutions was to take care of myself in a better way than I have done previously. Meaning eat healthier and try to exercise more for myself and my health's sake.

Everybody knows that wearing a "fun" outfit while training can help one's motivation to keep on with an exercise. Therefore next week I'm planning on visiting the Swedish sports store Stadium to look after the outfit as shown on the picture above. Beach 2010 - here I come! :)

Last night.

It had been such a long day. We were both tired but I wouldn't have had it in any other way. Butterflies were struggling inside my body and made my cheeks blossom like a cherry blossom tree. For I had longed to see your smiling eyes, such precious things to me.

In your warm and safe embrace I stayed all night. Closely I admired the peaceful expression upon your face as you fell fast asleep, a breathtaking sight. I listened to your even breathing which soothed my nervous heart. "Welcome home baby", I whispered and I realized how happy I felt knowing that we no longer had to be apart.

It felt like an endless dream, lying next to you. Suddenly something small and wet escaped my eye, a tear of joy that might have become a few. For this is my heart's confession; I am glad I found you.

1988-01-26 ♥ 2010-01-26

Picture: The beautiful roses and tulips I received this morning

Today I became one year older and hopefully a bit wiser. I am officially 22 years old today. Happy Birthday :) Yay! It has been a beautiful but long day and to be honest I am feeling quite exhausted right now so I might try to get some sleep soon.

I feel blessed to have received so many birthday wishes through Facebook, it will probably take a while to respond to all but I will do it ;)

I want to thank my beloved family for all their love and support ♥ I love you all with all my heart. Thank you precious friends who have sent texts to me today during the day, you mean the world to me. Sweet dreams

Good morning sunshine.

Even though the sun is not present yet I would like to kick off this new week with a great smile upon my face. For it is a special week, my birthday tomorrow, my mother's birthday on Saturday and J's homecoming!

In other words it is going to be a week of celebration :) I will try my very best to keep you updated with posts and hopefully some pictures. More about that later. May you all get a great start of this new day. Remember, "carpe diem" - "size the day" ;)

You've got mail.

Picture: Saratronomy

"Someone you pass on the street may already be the love of your life." Imdb

During Friday evening I saw Meg Ryan featuring Tom Hanks in the sweet comedy "You've got mail". Both actors are so charming and I love the fact of how the two characters meet through a chat on the Internet which later converts to intensive e-mail contact.

"The owner of a large bookstore chain starts putting the owner of a small local bookstore out of business. Meanwhile they have been corresponding over the internet without knowing who either of them are. They can't stand each other in person but over the internet they are very attracted. He finds out who she is but she doesn't know. He starts to like her more but she still hates him. He has to fix it." Written by Deirdre Dear

It fascinates me of how two people can get to know each other so well through writing and over the Internet. Long e-mails of daily issues and many other questions combined with jokes and flirty phrases is to me a perfect mix. I believe I must have underestimated e-mails. For today I write at least one every day. How often do you e-mail?

The Secret Life of Daydreams.

Through infinity I sail with my eyes set on the endless horizon. A new day of hope has risen. Morning dew is all to be seen on the glimmering grass. Look closely and one shall see this miracle of nature, a miniature tear-drop glass.

The sweet summer breeze caresses my charming cheeks. I simply cannot recall for how long I have been waiting for this moment, minutes became days and days that became weeks. Through endless days of darkness you have been my enchanting star. The distance between us is not very far.

For every time I close my eyes I see your smile shine so bright. A breathtaking sight, a memory I hold tight and dream about almost every night. For this is my confession; I miss you a little bit more tonight.

Nick Jonas and the Administration - Who I am.

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Waking up with a smile on my face.

Thank you for giving me such a good start on this terrific Tuesday morning :) Your words filled me up with struggling butterflies deep inside.

It felt good, waking up with a big smile on my face. I can't find a way to not to think of you. I really do miss you.. Please come home soon.

Warm fireplace.

Picture: Found through google

All I could need right now is to cuddle up underneath a warm blanket in front of a warm fireplace. It's been such a long day and I really feel exhausted. I don't know if I have mentioned it before, the fact that I love reindeers?

Not just the animal but also miniature adornments to have indoors. No wonder I fell in love with the beautiful and "cosy" picture above. Anyway I really need to get some sleep since I've got a long day tomorrow as well. Sweet dreams.

Marvellous Monday.

Mondays in general tend to be a mortifying day of the new week. One is normally really tired due to lack of sleep during the weekend and it is hard to get up in the morning and get ready for classes/work.

Luckily I had a great weekend and I do feel satisfied with the amount of hours I slept therefore I've decided that today is going to be a Marvellous Monday. No more black clothes but instead something lighter along with my favourite pink duffel. That's the way I have decided to start this new week. Are you with me? ;)

Have a great day!

Spring/Summer outfit 2010.

Picture: Collage made by me (Click to enlarge the picture!)

Even though we are still having a cold and white weather outdoors one can still dream away and look forward to those warm and sunny days. Please let it be June..

I made this collage (as seen above) while thinking about hot days/evenings where hats, gloves and heavy jackets will be nothing but a memory. I love combining white together blue and adding a few brown accessories to it, my favourite combo & style. Hey, Sailor here I come! Good contrast to all the black.

I managed to get a hold of this cute dress by ordering it through H&M's website. Yay! Now it is sold out! Guess I'm not the only one preparing the spring/summer wardrobe..

Cardigan
Dress
Mulberry Bayswater
Leather ballerinas
"Peace" Bracelet

This is Me missing You. Part II.

I miss the way you let your fingers play in my hair. I miss your cute daily texts showing me how much you care. I miss the smile you always make me wear in your presence. I detest to be reminded of your absence.

I miss the way you always enlighten my day. I miss listening to all the inspiring things you say. I miss the way you fill my heart with laughter. I miss someone to look after. Promise me you will come home soon. This is my promise to you, I will be waiting, underneath the bright full moon.

Nude.

Picture: Sofi's fashion

One of my personal favourite Swedish "fashionistas" whose blog I follow is Sofi Fahrman. She is currently living her life in "the city that never sleeps", aka New York.

I saw this byline picture and fell completely in love with her gorgeous Christian Louboutin pumps. I realized that I haven't been able to find the perfect "nude" coloured shoes yet. Sofi has them.

It looks great to everything no matter what colour you are wearing. Therefore this spring/summer mission will be to find a similar pair.. Anyway, time for bed. I've got a long day tomorrow. Sweet dreams!

Picture: Sofi's fashion

Soft Saturday.

It's been a hectic week, luckily this soft Saturday had a perfect timing. After a refreshing shower I almost felt like new although the aches are still present.

Anyway my plans for the evening are to spend some quality time with my folks and practise some more on a new song I've wanted to learn how to play on the guitar for so long. Later!

Tonight's outfit.

Picture: Taken by me with my iPhone

I took last nights party outfit after closing the store. The evening turned out to be a success! We had so much fun and we danced the entire night until they closed it at 3 AM..

If only you could feel the aches in my entire body (!) It was worth it though considering how much fun we had ;)

♥ Black "Rihanna" jacket, Zara
♥ Black lace top, Dolce & Gabbana
♥ Black tights, Zara
♥ Boots, Scorett

Edward.

"I think, At some point,
Everyone dreams of finding..
An Edward.
Someone whose name you call, or whisper.
And he's right there waiting.
Someone who hums a lullaby,
And holds you close, as you drift off.
Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight,
Whose eyes are often Topaz,
Warm,
And Reassuring.
Someone who takes you to dinner,
And ignores the pretty waitress.
Someone who follows you,
Watches you always,
Secretly, Just to be sure..
You're always okay.
Someone Romantic,
Yet has a good sense of humor.
Someone Ancient, Yet Young.
Who'll save your life, No matter what.
Who cries when you're injured.
Someone who cleans out even the deadliest wounds,
However impossibly hard it may be.
Someone to take you to your prom,
Dispite your complaints,
Who teaches you to waltz,
As you stand on his feet.
Someone who just knows when it's time.
When forever really means forever.
And takes you away,
For years to come.
..."

Edward Cullen (c) Stephenie Meyer
Written by "Edward" - Keri Walters

Angelina Jolie featuring St. John.

Pictures: Found through google (Click to enlarge pictures!)

Breathtaking Beauty. Angeline Jolie.

Midweek.

I apologize for my absence here this week. It's been a few very busy days with a lot to do at work & new classes to attend. A bit hectic to be honest but at the same time I'm having so much fun! Luckily I've been able to find a balance.

Anyway I found these gorgeous pictures featuring Angelina Jolie for the American brand St. John. I have always been particularly fond of black and white photographies, I'm sure I have mentioned it before. Two of my best friends went to a modelling agency where they had booked a professional photographer for a few hours.

They took so many great photos of them (one by one) and to be honest I'm thinking about doing something similar as well. I regret not doing it then and like I said the results were awesome! I don't remember the name of the agency but I will definitely look it up.

It might be fun to save a few good photos (preferably black & white) for the future. I don't think I have any? A nice memory for my future children or perhaps a gift for my parents when I've moved out again? ;) We'll see.

Très chic.

Picture: Jak & Jil Blog

Adorable. Two fashionable ladies.
(Emmanuel Alt, Fashion Director, Vogue Paris & Daughter Francoise Alt)

This is Me missing You.

The gentle kiss and the warm embrace almost lost its sparks as we parted in a hurry. It felt like an endless dream standing so close to you although, it never made me feel blurry. The way you held me so tight, I will never forget that night.

Deep down in my heart I knew no matter what distance, you would be right here with me. Even though you are miles away our chemistry keeps growing stronger for every day and that is the light I hope you shall see. Promise me you'll come home soon. For I miss you like the stars hold the moon.

In your eyes I see friendship, inspiration, inner strength, love & many other encouraging qualities. All people are not born with true hearts, no matter what, life itself can never give one such guaranties. I feel blessed to have met someone like you, a true friend through all time. See, it even makes me rime.

Somehow I can't seem to forget our last goodbye. I miss you more for each day that pass us by. I pray that the weeks shall become days, the days become hours and the hours become minutes in order to see you beloved smile again. Then we shall celebrate your homecoming with laughter and champagne.

Birthday collage.

Picture: Collage made by me

As I wrote in a previous post this week my birthday is coming up within a few weeks and I am already making plans for how to celebrate it with my family & friends ♥.

When it comes to birthdays, Christmas and other special occasions I have always loved to do or give something special to that person. Preferably something unique and if I have the time I would probably add a personal touch to it ;)

Anyway but when it comes to my birthdays I almost feel "guilty" about receiving presents from others. I don't know why but somehow I prefer not to be given something "big" but instead perhaps just get a beautiful bouquet of flowers? For me that is enough. On the other hand I love to "spoil myself" in that way I don't feel guilty about it.

I made a small collage of a few things that have been on my mind for a while and which a few things I am planning to give myself on my birthday (well perhaps not the roses, I'll leave that to my family ♥).

From the top left corner a watch from a brand called "Triwa". I love the fact that it is white and that it has a golden frame around it. The perfect complement to my metallic/silver watch from "Swatch". Second we have a candle from the Swedish brand "Byredo" who sells perfumes, candles and other body related products. I've thought of their candles the entire autumn and I must confess that my curiosity has not disappeared.

Third we have a special necklace from "Dogeared". The reason for why it caught my interest is due to the cute "love note" hanging on the golden chain. It reminds me of the love I have for music and the way it has become a part of me through time. But also because all the jewellery from Dogeared come with a beautiful message. "Tiny Charm=lots of love".

From the left bottom part are a few products from a cosmetic brand called "Dermalogica". I have wanted to try their products for a long time and from many close friends I have heard nothing but good things about them. I think it might be worth a try!

Next we have the lovely bouquet of light pink roses. If I could only have one thing in this collage I would definitely choose these flowers. The perfume called "Fancy" by Jessica Simpson has become one of my signature perfumes. I love the fragrance and I believe I could need a refill..

Last but not least, a leather heart-shaped keyring from "Mulberry". Today I only have a simple metal ring to hang all my keys, boring and with no charm at all. While the leather heart represents more, love, family and the keys to my heart.

♥

I can still feel the rhythm in my feet.

Hey there, I'm home again. The show was a m a z i n g! The entire crowd stood up at the grand finale, clapping their hands and screaming out loud. I feel so happy that my family and I could experience tonight's magnificent performances.

They had so many talented young dancers, musicians and singers in their crew. My favourite was a female who played the violin like no one has ever played before. No wonder they are so popular everywhere!

Anyway I should probably say goodnight since I have a long day tomorrow (back to work..). May you all have a good day/evening depending on what time it is at your place ;) This is me saying sweet dreams and believe it or not, I can still feel the rhythm in my feet (!).

Riverdance - The Farewell Tour.

Tonight my family and I are going to the see Irish group known as "Riverdance" perform at the concert arena Annexet in Stockholm. I have always wanted to see the group perform live and so this year my mother made it possible when she gave the entire family tickets to see the show as a Christmas present.

The group have travelled around the world and performed for many years. This is their "Farewell Tour" which I'm sure will be amazing. For those of you who haven't heard about the group earlier I strongly suggest that you watch the cool video I posted above. I'm really looking forward to tonight ;)

Baby it's cold outside.

I don't remember the last time we had such a cold winter like we are having this year. According to tonight's weather cast we are going to have -18° C here tomorrow. I believe we had -14° today and windy so it felt like -20° or more.. Unbelievable.

Anyway the only thing we can do is to dress really warm. However this cold weather will not prevent me to go out tomorrow morning. I need my power walk, I will probably look like an Eskimo but I honestly don't care. We Aquarius are stubborn people for those of you who didn't know ;)

Birthday coming up.

Picture: Carrie from SATC

I will be turning 22 three weeks from today. Another year older and hopefully a little bit wiser ;) I think I shall arrange some kind of dinner for a few of my closest friends, more info about that later! All I know for certain is that I will take my time and bake something special! They are definitely worth it ♥

Rise & Shine.

Good morning terrific Tuesday. Since Saturday my father and I have started the day with a long power walk around the neighbourhood. Previously I have been far too lazy to get up early in the morning and to go out for a walk before breakfast but I have realized how good it makes you feel.

Now I believe I have become addicted to it! ;) Crazy. Anyway, we will continue with it since it is a great way to start a new day. Fresh air makes you rise & shine, have a great day everyone!

The garden collection, 2010.

Picture: Agnes B

Talking about a sweet summer dream. I love this dress and I am happy to inform you that it is one of H&Ms latest designs for this S/S of 2010. Adorable. This year the designers have gathered inspiration from Swedish gardens, therefore the name "The garden collection".

One will see flower fabrics mixed with soft pastel colours such as the off white/beige tone in the dress above. Apparently the entire collection will be made out of ecological cotton, ecological linen and other fabrics that shall have been made with minimum influence of the environment. "Green is what? Good!"

For more inspiration and wonderful pictures from the collection click on the link above, "Agnes B". The clothes will be able for purchase by the 25th of March. I honestly can't wait..!

Majestic Monday.

I must have been dreaming on that majestic Monday morning. The sun & I woke up with great smiles upon our faces and I felt my soul singing. Now I know there is a reason for being.

It was a cool morning, the air was crystal clear. Light feet had me carried away while your voice was all I could hear. You made me shine and I felt happy to have you near.

My rosy cheeks kept me company on my long journey. Glittering sunbeams gently touched my light curls through the window of the commuter train, it almost looked like golden honey.

I flew past nothing but white landscapes and this is my confession; I was hypnotized by the smooth hills and the angelical shadows that were left from the sunshine outside my window.

It was a day filled with hugs, laughter and joy. From the bottom of my heart I thank you, for letting me in and for showing me pictures of you when you were just a young boy.

I must have been dreaming on that majestic Monday. A wonderful memory and a special day, I would not have had it in any other way.

Dalí Dalí & Francesco Vezzoli.

Pictures: Moderna Museet

"Drawing is the honesty of the art. There is no possibility of cheating. It is either good or bad. " Salvador Dalí. The truth lies in the words of Salvador Dalí. I spent most of today at the Modern Museum also known as "Moderna Museet" in Stockholm with my family. They have an unique exhibition at the moment about one of my favourite artists of all time, Salvador Dalí.

"This exhibition brings together two artists, Salvador Dalí (1904-1989) and Francesco Vezzoli (b.1971), with the idea of putting Dalí’s oeuvre in a contemporary context and looking at Vezzoli from a historical perspective. The exhibition highlights the artist role that Salvador Dalí assumed. It also experiments with the exhibition phenomenon itself, by juxtaposing a historical artist with a contemporary artist, Francesco Vezzoli." About the exhibition, Moderna Museet

It was an instructive experience considering all the new information people have gathered about this great artist through time. Also to be able to see a selected collection of his most famous works hanging there on the white walls almost gave me goosebumps (!). Although, all paintings were not there and unfortunately neither was none of my personal favourites signed by Dalí. In fact I happened to found a new favourite instead, "Métamorphose de Narcisse" 1937.

In other words, a great Saturday! :)

Old list.

1. Did you do something this year that you haven't done before? I moved out, left home to later move back in again with my family.
2. Did you fulfil any of your New Year's Resolutions? I never made any resolutions.
3. Did any friend of yours have a baby this year? Yes. 12/6-09.
4. Did somebody that you held near die this year? Yes. R.I.P - L.K. - 22/7-09.
5. Did you travel abroad this year? If yes, to what countries/cities? Barcelona, Spain (April 2009)
6. Pick a date from this year that you shall always remember. Happiest date 27/12-09 and the saddest date 22/7-09.
7. What was your greatest success 2009? In such difficult times when many people are unemployed I feel lucky that I managed to get my job at Newhouse in February this year. Therefore I believe that this was one of my greatest successes this year.
8. What was your greatest mistake 2009? Leaving home.
9. Have you been ill or hurt yourself during the year? Haha I tend to hurt myself quite a lot, I guess I'm a bit clumsy :P but I did suffer from the swine flue during the fall.
10. What can be seen as to be your best bargain this year? Very difficult to say but I think it has to be my pink duffel (coat) from Newhouse. I'll post a picture of it later. I've literally lived in it during the fall/winter.
11. Do you have any special memory from 2009 that made you feel really happy? One of the happiest moments took place at my cousin's wedding in Barcelona, to see two beloved people become one.
12. What artist/songs will always remind you of 2oo9? Anna Ternheim, Dead by April "Losing You", Håkan Hellström, Lady Gaga "Paparazzi", All the songs from The Cardigans album "Long Gone Before Daylight", Takida "Curly Sue", U2 "With or Without You"
13. Did you experience yourself happier or more sad than you have been previous years? More sad I'm afraid.
14. What do you wish you could have done better during the year? Taken better care of my family, friends & myself. In particular my heart and health.
15. What do you wish you could have done less during the year? Felt less anxiety and fear for certain things.
16. How will you celebrate Christmas? With my family ♥ And that's the way I like it.
17. Did you fall in love during the year? Yes.
18. Favourite TV show? Unfortunately I haven't been able to follow that many series but one favourite from all time and that never fails you is SATC.
19. Best novel you read this year? To be honest I love all the novels from the "Twilight Saga" but if I only can pick one I would say the first novel, "Twilight".
20. Biggest musical discovery during the year? I have two artists, Lykke Li & Takida.
21. How did you celebrate your birthday during 2009? I turned 21 on a Monday this year which meant a calm evening with my beloved ones and party on Friday later that week.
22. How would you describe your style during the year? I still read and follow a few fashion blogs to find inspiration but I go my own way now, I don't follow trends "all the way" but instead pick out pieces and mix with colours/fabrics that suits me and most important above all that suits my body. I feel more confident in myself in the way of expressing myself.
23. What made you feel good during the year? Spending time with family/friends
24. Hottest male/female celebrity during 2009? Male: Robert Pattinson & Female: Blake Lively
25. Did you miss somebody over a long period of time? (Minimum one month) Yes.
26. Have you made any new resolutions for 2010? Yes, in fact I have..

From Me to You.

Picture: DeviantArt

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